The League of Legends

I only ever used my rifle to protect people. I was good at what I did.

Vi and I worked a bit more like vigilantes even if we were technically associated with the Piltovan government.

I often worked late.

Chewed on the ends of pens when I got very, very focused. It was worse when I was at a desk rather than a board or a floor map or something.

Vi called me cupcait as well as cupcake as a nickname. It was silly and cute.

I was maybe 15-20 years younger than Jayce and Viktor. I did somehow get involved in what went down between them.

I was several inches taller than Vi, and Jayce had about an inch-two inches on me.

VI liked her name fully capitalized when written out on paperwork or letters or graffiti. Didn’t care about it being written Vi, but something about the VI was ideal for her.

Vi’s hair got longer and she had a more particular style with the resources of not being in prison. She was always very butch but mostly bc she did her own thing and wasn’t hung up on beauty or any “traditional” looks partially because it wasn’t an option in Zaun if you weren’t a sex worker. Also she was just more comfortable that way.

World was a mix of Runeterra and Earth, but modern and low magic. It wasn't something just anyone could use, and had been outpaced by technology. I was from Piltover but was living in…somewhere else? Possibly Valoran was a country as well as a continent?? Not sure.

I was a trans woman who didn't transition until my early 20s.

K/DA and Pentakill were both real bands. So was True Damage.

My family was old money. Even when I was on the outs with them, I was pretty protected financially.

I had a younger brother, at least five years.

I did competitive marksmanship as a child and teenager. Archery and later firearms. Won some awards for it. Pretty much stopped after college.

Vi and I met in college and started dating. She had a younger sister, Powder/Jinx, who was also trans.

Vi's stepdad, Silco, worked in the music industry. I don't know exactly what his role was but he'd been fairly big when we were younger and now was kind of niche.

I enrolled in police academy immediately on graduating college. Vi and I broke up, possibly related.

Arcane based.

Vi and I were still close, but Jinx and I had a much more complicated relationship. I tried much harder to help her, and I left the Enforcers pretty early in the plot. Like, hand in your badge type quit.

Jinx called me Blue in general as a nickname. C too. Always one of those two.

I needed to be the best of the best. "Okay" or even "great" weren't good enough. I needed to prove I wasn't only the best, I could make others better with my mere presence. I went to Labrys with that exact purpose in mind — being the best and bringing the whole place up with me.

I was unimpressed with Durandal students because it seemed like none of them had a work ethic. They were just so good that they didn’t know what it was like to really put themselves to work. I did not recognize the irony in thinking that.

I went through many different realities. I made careful progress notes in each one.

It was an honor to be chosen to work for Pulsefire. It was prestigious and it would bring positive attention to your home reality. It was also not the sort of job you could quit.

Morgana and I were gay. We were also spirits that hurt people.

Kayle and I were inseparable as children. As we grew we diverged in interests and what we thought of the world.

I loved my father more than anything. He taught me everything he knew.

Our father did his best with us not being human, but I could tell it weighed on him a lot.

I was fully convinced that my mother truly didn't love me or my sister. She may have had some kind of affection for us but it wasn't love.

After Kayle left and our father was dead, I went into hiding.

Over time I made myself a little cottage, and I basically lived as a forest witch/hermit.

When people asked me for help I would help, but not many people came looking for me.

My worship of the Old Gods began when I was still a mortal being, my powers bestowed by their ancient wisdom. I found a new way to exist through them.

The Ashen Owl was always closest to me, and was the one to guide my hands to my new strength.

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Kayle almost killed me.

I did show my face as I grew more powerful. But my features were less human. I was becoming more like my mother.

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Morgana and I had a really difficult relationship. I admired our absent mom a lot, and Morgana gave up a lot to take care of our dad.

I looked something like Transcended Kayle in my youth, but I changed a lot in adulthood. Then I became the Sun-Eater.

Morgana and I were not born of a mortal woman, and so I had the capabilities others didn’t. My wings weren’t infallible, but they let me climb to heights I hadn’t thought possible.

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My parents weren't the best. They were fine — just somewhat emotionally neglectful. Cold is probably the right word. That didn't mean I didn't love them, I adored them the way any child does. I was still a child or young teenager when Evelynn killed them.

My famed bloodlust was an obsession. It wasn't voluntary, necessarily, it was the only thing I could really get myself to feel.

Senna earnestly connected with me, and it helped me far more than I think she understood at first. I started to feel compassion towards others, wanting to spend time with other people again.

I started growing my hair out again after my little haircut, but I really did enjoy having the change in personal style. It helped me feel more me after not caring much about my appearance for years.

I was addicted to death and destruction. It was all I’d ever known, and if I let myself rest without the bloodlust it ran the risk of confronting my own participation in it.

Submitting myself to outside control was actually helpful in managing my bloodlust. It let me completely let loose while someone else kept me from doing damage.

Most of my memories of this timeline are various moments of survival or hunting. Finding places to plug myself in. Moving through the streets of the city. Firing at something.

I was more hardware than human at a certain point, so maintaining my electronics was more important than eating most of the time.

I kept my hair because it was the only part of me left that felt human. If I had prioritized practicality, I would have shaved it.

I had a lot of contacts in Valoran City, but very few of them liked me. I wasn’t likable.

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It wasn’t like canon. We actually were high schoolers when we died. By the time of our redemption, we were early-mid 20s.

Rakan was transfem and nonbinary.

Rakan and I were sort of the "everyone knew it before we did" couple. By the time we were it just…clicked. Then we were the worst to be around because we were just hopelessly in love.

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Growing up in the Solari, I didn't have friends. I was constantly the worst one in all my classes — not because I didn't understand the material, but because I would do things not the way I was expected to. Leona was the first person to meet me on my level, even compared to our teachers. She saw me in a world that wasn't built for me.

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Leona and I were kept apart by politics.

I had two moms. One died when I was young. The other was still within the Order when I left.

I was half-Japanese and had been raised in Japan until I was a preteen. Then we'd moved to Korea for one of my parent's career.

Ahri talked about her experiences as a youth idol. We saw a lot of old videos of her, as well as heard her stories about the true difficulties of being in the spotlight.

Ahri was proud of herself for taking everybody under her wing. I enjoyed it because I looked up to her a lot. She took a particular liking to Seraphine.

Ahri had a therapist and she recommend we have our own, just for dealing with stress.

I was the first to speak directly with the Blood Moon. It changed me, permanently, which is why I devoted myself so completely to it. I was the assassin-priestess of the moon, performing the rites in its name.

I felt very awkward the first time I was washed with servants. I was so used to caring entirely for myself, and now suddenly I wasn't even made to wash my own hair.

I was hungry for humanity. The more I consumed, the more human I became and the more I felt conflicted about my hunger.

I was a weirdly positive person. To the point of toxicity at times.

Sarah was my best friend for a long time. She and I became Star Guardians around the same time too.

My mental health struggles and dealing with them were what was really happening during my time where I wanted to “reinvent” myself.

I was the spirit that guided souls to where they were supposed to be. My various forms were as such to comfort those I guided and make them feel more relaxed. Many of them couldn't remember anything at first, so I would carefully draw their memories and personality out so I could guide them to where they fit.

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I was a trans girl. My home life had been rough for a long time — not anything particularly awful, but I didn't like being there. I partially went to Valoran as a way to not be living with my family.

Jinx was my best friend, and later my girlfriend.

I was a prodigy! I was a sorcerer, and I was unique in that I didn't have a specific weapon that channeled my abilities.

I didn't know that I was a fragment of a god-weapon. Apparently my parents had used it to create me, but I didn't know that, I didn't remember it. All I knew was that I was a sorcerer and inherently empowered with magic that other people needed their weapons to channel.

I didn't realize how weird my childhood was until other people gave me more and more points of comparison.

I was a big nerd. I read comics, named all my "moves", and was kind of socially awkward at first. I would switch on a dime to really outgoing when I broke my shell, and people often seemed surprised.

I also was a chronic hand-raiser in class to the point my professors stopped calling on me unless no one else even tried.

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Not being able to be close to my brother was painful. I knew I was doing what I needed, and our connection made us very powerful, but that didn't mean I didn't miss him immensely.

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We were soldiers of the Eclipse. I believe we were born of the power of the Coven, or somehow connected to it.

Aphelios and I were born as one child. Our ability to separate into two was…strange…and started when we were very young.

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Lucian waited for me. I needed a lot of time to be ready to love him back.

When we were both ready, we were very deeply in love. I valued having him in my life more than words can say.

Being in the lantern was strange. It hardly felt real. It was like being in an endless room, with heavy curtains, and as I ran through them there were always more. There were many people within the lantern, and most couldn't even recognize me as real.

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I was polyamorous and polygamous, and I generally preferred relationships with women. I didn't have very many relationships, but I treasured the ones I did have.

I did truly love Tryndamere. Tryndamere was my husband, but the marriage part of our relationship was political. Marriage was in general for the Freljordians, especially among the Avarosans. Love and marriage were kind of separate concepts, at least for those with political presence.

Sejuani and I had an intimate relationship, but trying to quantify it as strictly one category is difficult.

One of my partners was a woman a couple years younger than me, from the Avarosans, who had dark hair and was a crafter (I believe a weaver or leather/hide-worker?). We were not physically intimate with one another, instead preferring emotional intimacy and sleeping in the same bed when we could.

I was created as the angels were changing their order, but the destruction of Heaven sent me down to Earth. I still wielded my divine power, so as a fresh angel made by hands rather than divinity I set out into the world being slowly consumed by demonic powers.

Heaven's massacre was brutal. I was flung from it by another angel, one of my creators, and I still had to watch it as I fell. The blood of the angels filled and fueled me, but without their maintenance I would only ever be running on what remained of them.

Lucian and I became allies, and we met (he reunited with) his wife Senna. The three of us started a sort of team, trying to collect allies who agreed with us.

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Star Guardians was a animanga series that I was obsessed with. Ahri acted in it as a teenager I think?

I preferred my face covered.

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Kity.

I loved Isolde like a child loves a mother.

I remembered being a doll. Feeling warm and loved as Isolde carefully made me.

My full name was Gwendolyn.

I worked at a cafe cuties cafe. The stories were fictional, but I loved being there. It was a fun work environment and meshed well with my natural high energy.

My second skin was deceptive. Many people saw it as a “suit” but it was fully fused to my flesh. In many places it looked like a burn or melt against me or simply I didn’t stop even as it began. I also didn’t have much of a chest, the void creature kind of smoothed out my entire torso into a strictly meat and muscle area.

I thought it was weird when someone suggested the pods for the music video, but they ended up giving me a strong silhouette. It helped because everyone had a gimmick and I needed mine.

I don't know what brought Seraphine and I together, but I eventually did become a caring/maternal figure for her. It had something to do with her tapping into my hextech heart and memories of Hakim. She may have been related to him.

I "died" and rose up as a witch to curse the town that had created me.

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I became more socially distant with the other guardians as a way to cope. Can't lose people if you don't care.

I was a mercenary for hire. My suit and I were a team and we got along pretty well. It liked the upgrades I could provide it with the money we earned, and we both had a taste for violence. I didn't really have other friends.

Commander of the Anima Squad.

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Bounty hunter. Really good at what I did.

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I always did my best to look after Draven. His ego got us into trouble on more than one occasion.

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I did love Isolde. I thought she loved me too. Our relationship was really complicated. I don't know to what degree she had faked her affections or to what degree they were true, but I was really and truly so in love with her it made me weak. In a good way.

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I was a mortal woman well known for my beauty before the Coven found me. When I joined, my connection to the Night Dove gave me power, and the more power I had the less human I became. I was happy for it.

I collected toys from all the places I visited over the ages. It was fun to build up a collection!

Tax evasion. I don't know if it counts if you're 1. a preteen and 2. a demigod but it was pretty great.

Aery was my friend!!

I did not have a crush on Ezreal no siree. I did not like boys at all, I kind of liked girls but I was more interested in fun.

I used to be a good star guardian. Soraka and I were on a team, back at the beginning.

It was a long, LONG time between when I was around Soraka to when I became the Zoe that appears later.

Something infected my mind, changed me. It darkened my gem, and I hid it away.

I was a prodigy! Best in my class.

I eventually became my prestige version, essentially going from blue mage to white mage. I was terrifying!

Kog'maw was my familiar. I adopted him! We were best buddies and went on an adventure together.

Cosmic entity. "Cosmic Destiny" is kind of a weird way to describe it but I was one of the cosmic entities, crafters of the universe.

Ekko and I were really close as kids. He was the only person I knew in my age range, and we both loved to tinker.

Ekko and I were really close as kids. He was the only person I knew in my age range, and we both loved to tinker.

Being called Jinx wasn't my choice at first. I told Silco that Mylo and Vi had called me that, and he told me I should own it. So he started calling me Jinx to separate me from Powder.

Silco was weirdly controlling over my life. Sure, he let me do what I wanted, but he wanted to know everything and always crafted me towards what he wanted. I even got used to it, and he twisted my memories of how Vi and Vander were to justify it. Eventually I couldn’t tell if they’d ever let me do…anything, and I almost felt thankful to Silco.

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Putting together the crew was an impulse decision, but I liked it a lot. Yasuo is the one who collected us, but I was a prereq since I was the bestestest pilot.

I had crushes on everyone we had on the crew except Malphite at some point or another. I thought Yasuo was so cool and sophisticated. Sona was so cool with her soft aloofness, and we had a few more crew members once or twice whooooooo vanished later. Oops. But they were cute too. I just didn't feel that way towards Malphy, he was my best friend.

Yeah, I thought Kayn was hot and dreamy. Sue me.

I was a trans man and gay. This didn't turn out to be an issue when I was in Piltover.

My relationship with Jayce was weird. There was a lot of weirdness between us and Mel and it wasn’t anyone’s fault. But it sucked for me as a trans gay guy to know that Jayce wanted Mel more. I don’t even know what happened. I was dependent on him.

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